My name is Sydney Elizabeth. Seventeen years young. In love with the people who have stuck around, anything to do with math, the beach, singing, dreamcatchers, my grandma, sad songs, steaming hot showers, my kitty, photography, crazy shit with my friends,gel pens, soccer, house hunters, snowboarding, cheesecake, and driving around with the windows down, music blasting. I work at tjmaxx, love/hate it. My boyfriend and I are the same person. College in cali = dream. I cannot say that I am happy, but I cannot say I'm not. Just going day by day.
The past. Is anyone else like overly obsessive over it ? I have memories in my head that are so vivid that it feels like it happened yesterday. Sometimes I wish I would just get over the things that have happened and live more in the now. But these events are what shape us to be who we are today, and I can't just leave it behind me. there has been things that have happened that tore me apart, made me cry for hours. Things that I wish had never happened. But those things have made me a stronger person. And sometimes that when i truly think that everything happens for a reason. If everything was simple and easy, there would be nothing to make you realize what people are worth holding onto. Of course there has been many many many good things. When I think back to random memories, I can remember all those times that i wish i could rewind and just relive it. The past has made me the person i am. It has made the people around me come closer and spread further. I do regret the things I did and didn't do. But that's what life's about! the past, it's so hard to let go for me. But i know that it is better than forgetting it.